valleygirl52000

A little update of whats been going on with me. As of the beginning of September I started my first year of accounting at St.Lawrence college. I got a 3000 dollar scholarship, so that covered all of my tuition and some of my books. Another thing happened at the beginning of Septmber, I left my bf of 5 years. It was the hardest decision I have ever made in my life, I still love him with all my heart, just what we had, wasn't what I want right now. Things are going ok. Me and him still talk but what we had before is gone. I am finding myself unable to pay the bills, so i'm moving back home with my parents, which will mean an hour commute to col

Well things are starting to get back on track. School is almost out and I can't wait for summer! I went to my friends prom last weekend and I'm going to mine at the end of June. Its hard to believe that school is almost over for good. No goin back in September, time to start the "real life" In a way I am going back though, but to college, which is going to be a whole different experience. Right now is my favourite time to take photographs. It seems as if everything is so unnaturally green that you are walking in a dream. I've got to start getting out and takings photos more.

My lifes been rather hectic lately. I've been trying to figure out how i'm going to pay for college and trying to deal with the constant difficulties that seem to arrise in my life. First I had to have my wisdom teeth removed and then after I get home from being at my parents house for a week i feel that my bf isn't even happy to see me. Where does the passion and heart of a relationship go after so long? How can something so dear just slip away so constantly yet so slowly that you dont even realize? How can someone so important in your life become so distant that you feel like you dont even know them anymore? How can someone thats been with